I'm now back to Japan.Oh ya,I was in London to see colleges that I'm interested in and just for a trip.Thorough the trip,I think I have more confident about myself and the future maybe..
Although tha reason why I got such a oversensitive before I leave Japan,It soon sorted out from my head. Maybe I just wanted somebody to tell me where I am or whether I should be there or not. When I could communicate with people I've met there,I felt like London is my silly friend brought up together with me since I was a kid and it's like a brother,,a part of my life.I don't really like there,but I kinda love there at the same time.My memory of the trip is so messed up and I can't even think what I've done there or what actually was for.
I just was so pleased to talk to many friends and got some good reaction on my portfolio from the college that encourages me a lot in fact. More than the facts is invisible but it certainly works.