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Something I need is now gone far away from me.
Something I've been searching for is now so unclear what it was like..
What I am sure about is just that there is a terrible hole in my body and that making me anxious all day long.
HOW and WHEN has it happened....maybe I already know the thing bothering me,that is a lack of imagining about the world,,,precisely the world around myself.
Being followed by so many daily works and the constant stream of the processes have been driving me just doing doing doing without any thinking in the end.
I live here for sure but I want to prove myself and amplify my joy of life,otherwise I'm not enough sure that I certainly live.

I like at night,the moon floating in the misty black sky and glasses are cosily waving with the breeze from nowhere,it impresses me as something beyond the beauty..but I shall not feel so if there is no moon shining in the night sky.